changin life MKAK.

*ok jap..nt aku cita psal gambo2 nih eh..hoho..i knw.it's been a while since da last time i updated my blog.here's come 2010.i knw it approched us like a week or two tp aku xda masa tuk update.hihi.ok now..lets look back wat happend in 2009.it was tough,really..i got my SPM result.turn out to be i ended bein a prelawrian.dramas with goin to maktab n stuffs.gaduh sana sni,salah fham itu,ini.but then that are da things that teach us life n bein strong.maaf yer kwan2 yg aku syg kalu silap salah aku slama nih aku xsedar.one thing for sure,mohd khairul anam berjaya mencapai one of his goal which is bergelar mahasiswa.mungkin biasa bg korang..tp aku rasa bangga ngan dri aku.plus bein in foundation in law.we shud be proud of ourselves la wei..hihi.igt SENANG???kih3..over plak mak nok.
*sambil2 tuh iklan pic2 aku eh,buat2 xnmpk jer..aku xreti nk susan gambo nih*hihi.soo...lps itu ini,setahun berlalu dalam aku separuh sedar.when i looked bad,all da feeling ups n downs,breaked up n everythin,i dun give a damn bout it.plus im proud of maself,i managed to deal wit it ngan jayanya...2010.byk bnda yg perlu dikejar.PELAJARAN haruslah priority utama ku.ermm..anam ker ckp nih?haha.apa yg aku nk kejar lg biarlah rahsia...gambo2 nih mnjadi tnda tanya.kih3.gedik r!

ok now..aku nk ckp apa yg berlaku sblum nih.kih3..wesh..i went to kl kot wei...AGAIN!!it was soooo much fun.but then i've to admit i did miss sum1 there.ngee~~i only have rm400 sumthin when i got there.but then luckly,where i reach kl sentral i checked my account n it said my baki WAS rm1000++.hoho shoppin til drop la anam..hiks.ROMP,TOPMAN sume aku g..dr ts ke klcc.hoho..mumy!!syok r..kih3.then lepakin at klcc,dr tngahhari smbil ke mlm.haish..met up with my haris,khai,ayie sume bestt kot.tp yg paling best..dpt jmp my nani..rindu banget sama kamu dowh.ambik kesemptan tuk buat iklan miss A.*credit to khai*malu pun bertumpas pulas tuk smpi kan.haha.wei...syok kot.aku puji sume org dlm kls.bgus kerja2 korang.aku njoy n suka sgt2. hasil kerja korang.hiks..

ok here's da deal.rasanya aku dah ubah dri 180deg.bnda nih terlalu cepat,aku sendri pun xpacaya.apa ada apa aku?knp aku?haish..aku trima twaran dr satu pihak tuk bekerja ngan mereka.jujur aku xpasti samaada bnda nih patut atau x,mak aku cam xsuka.tp fmili yg lain ok.yer..gambo nya agak over.korang sndri bole tgk kan?aku mintak maaf lah sgt2..ini bertujuan tuk portfolio,ntah..aku nk teruskan ker x,yg pasti bkn dlm masa terdekat nih lah.rasanya aku xleh nk deal belajar n bekerja tuh.insyallah...ada rezeki dekat2 sini n kalu aku rasa mampu,aku akan buat lah.mau duet ma..dpt ringankn beban fmili gak.aku pun mgkin mampu beli apa yg aku nak.erm...pusing2.

ok..itu saja lah..doakn anam yer.

P/S:single is harus..hoho.

Kenangan itu indah...

here's da thing..it was a kendri at ifah's atok house.hikshiks..been missed 'em much.i mean...ifah n dayah of course.soo...9am in da morning my mum woke me up.then i got a call from dayah..'anam,aku nk tggu mna nt?'

............'ag tggu kat dpan tuh lah.kat sungai tuh.'

hehe...so pick her up around ten..then drove to kupang.sampai2 jer..ANAMMMMMMM DAYAHHHH!!!! yeah..i do can regonized dat voice.it was ifah,looked like a makcik seelin nasik lemak.babe..selekeh lah!!soo...da kampung.haha..so..apa lg..kna lah tlg buat2 kerja itu ini.penat kowt.siapkn meja segala.wahuhu..teeeeetttttt....another chapter.here come esah n mimi.wesh...u both lookin sooo tembam lah.ckp aku plak tembam.sepak kang!!

huhuhu...then lepakin,eatin,lepakin,n eatin somemore..finally..amir,shazwan,n kak pah came.

seriuosly..to be frank i dun really knw how to start a conversation cuz they r not in my geng back then.we used to b close.then tkar kls..trs xrapat.haha..naaahh.things changed,dah tua2 dah sume..bapak best sembang ngan derang.sume bnda ckp..sorang kat uia,sorang kat matrik.wahuhu..best..tgk2 smpai jam6 kitaorg sembng.giler lah.so..itulah bnda yg terjadi pda hari ini.hiks..

p/s:i've missing sum1 much!!

yup..it's official...MKAK in LOVE again!!

so i went back to baling tis week.my mum n bro came n pick me up.huhu..i tot we'd go star8 back home.but then we went to sunway,she got few stuffs to find.argh!!BOSAN!!!penang summore..huhu..i tried to find new novel,n few got me in red.but then..xbeli pun.sbb lama sgt tggu,aku pegi blk keta ambik lappie n end up lepakin' kat starbucks.huhu i managed to treat maself a latte..soo..minum sume...
ok fine!!back to wat tis post suppsosed to be.yup,finally..i dun knw y i've a great guts n faith to put maself in da same condition dat i used to be.mugkin kamu sgt bersungguh2.time kaseh sbb plih saya,berteman ngan saya.huhu..27hb tarikh yg ditunggu..selamat dah cuti mid sem.huhu..
kamu comel!kamu baik!kamu kuat cemburu!aku pentingkn saya!hihi
p/s:i love u..lagu di mp3ku...somebody to love-leighton meester,cant breathe-leona lewis.

arinih sgt memalukan.

hyehye....everythin started juz fine i'd say til i entered miss salmah kls.but then b4 that.i shud tell u guys sumthin.i watched BRUNO(i cant recall the speellin really)haha..it was soo freakin damn lucah kowt!!me,mumy,nat,zira,n last but not least..of course lah aqim kan.huhuhu..yg lawaknya.aku tertido tgk cite2 laaarroooqqq mcmtuh*mood alim*..hiks..so...lps msuk jer kls miss salmah.otak aku still pkirkn psl movie tuh.tibe jer time aku kna baca.aku terpronouns cookware to cockware!!!malunya!!!!bangang lah aku..tp selamat xbyk sgt org yg perasan.ya allah..apa lah aku nih..dish2!!!selamat aku jwb ngan btoi..kalu x mati lah aku.dah la smbil baca aku tahan gelak giler2..mcm org xbtoi dah.bdoh giler rasa time tuh.hiksss
mlm harinya sgt menyeronokan...paan finally back!!dpt peluk dia,faris...hiks.plus he won for da election.of course lah aku dah tau awal2 kan.tp sekarang baru official aku leh ckp!!huk3...
rumate ku hebat!!!epoll pun memang.samegoes to my faris..sayang korang sume....
so..selamat berkidmat..lakukan yg terbaik yer..

topic of da day is kawen aka katil_patah.

hahaha..fu*kin shit stupid lah today.haish...kls bermula agak awal seperti biasa.ok fine!!!kul8 kowt.sengal nk mampos....dah la pkai baju formal.bapak r..aku pkai all black arinih.panas cam nk blatih duk dlm neraka dah.uppssss...mintak simpang jauh2 lah eh..astagar......okok2.
sumenya bermula selepas kls miss A dipindahkn ke library..kononnya tuk bincang psal video iklan yg kami kena buat.tup2 bnda lain yg dibincangkan.ISUNYA...bila kah anda mau kawen??
ok fine!!!!pkikir2 balik..im goin to be 19teen babeh!!wat shud i do?calon pun xda.*beggin for one's love who read this post*hiks...haha.so aku pun kuarkn statement...'ermm..aku kawen umo 27 kowt.aku xmau kawen awal2 aku tkut aku salah buat pilihan,plus serius aku xsedia lansong!!'.then ada lah yg nk kawen awal..umo 23 nk kawen dah nih.yer...23,lg 2,3 taun jer lg..bapak r...cepat giler..aku nih mcmne?adush....
xper lah..aku xkesah sgt,,,itu hak individual lah kan??tp kan..pkir balik,syok per kawen2 nih..hahahaha*nakal's mood*..well,untuk pengetahuan kalian semua.aku impikn perkhawinan yg simple2 jer..myb ada 2event,satu tuh tuk keluarga n teman2 rapat jer..which is aku plan nk buat garden wed.then yg beso2 official punya aku mau buat kat umah kampung tuh.ok x?nway.baju aku kain songkek putih berbunga tabur silver..cun kah?ahaks...bapak r...trs rasa nk kawen esk jer.haha.
drama kembali bersambung di kafe..mula la bdak2 nih ckp bnda XXX slps kawen nih.anak nk bape lah..hahaha.bangang gila kan?xleh blah btoi..huk2..then timbul lah isu katil_patah slps mlm pertama.disebabkn peminat blog aku nih xkira usia,so aku xleh la kumen lebih psl bnda tuh eh.haha..lawak2..
ok..kembali ke mood lbh serius.jujur aku rindukn dia,tp i've moved on.plus aku gettin close sum1.baik budi pekertinya.seorang yg terlalu rendah dri.babe!!kamu bakal jd perangkawan(jujur aku xtau sgt apa keja nih) ok!!kamu hebat math!!saya sgt suka itu..hehe..xper2 kita knl hati budi masing2 dlu ye.apa yg kamu buat,ckap mmg perkara yg sepatutnya kita lakukan.time kaseh sbb berkawan ngan saya.
p/s:gila kan lagu yesterday lg,cant breathe,broken,happy,im gone.plg aku dgar adalah warkah.rosak gak mp3 aku lelama nt.haish..
so..byeh2..nt aku post lg yer..

sooo yesterday!!

Gave you the benefit of the doubt Till you showed me what you’re all about True colors came out oh..
And your words couldn’t hide the sins Coz the truth about where you been
Is in a fragrance I cant recognize.. Just standing there Scratching your head Blood shot eyes, drunk with regret Hanging yourself, ten deep over the edge I’m done with this Feeling like an idiot Loving you, I’m over it I just don’t love you, don’t love you no more You
You are so yesterday Never thought you’d loose my love this way Now you’ve come begging me to stay Say you
You are so yesterday I wont let you rain on my parade Don’t wanna hear a thing you say So yesterday Babe whatcha saying to me is
There’s no more you and I
I couldn’t get it right on yesterday
So kiss our tomorrow goodbye
Babe love should’ve brought me home
Should’ve just made me man about it
But now I crying like a baby
Girl you love when I’m begging
Don’t know what to do without it
I’m standing here bleeding my care
You don’t care
To hear what I said
Hanging yourself, ten feet over the edge
My promises don’t mean nothing
The end is so disgusting I just don’t love you, don’t love you no more
You
You are so yesterday Never thought you’d loose my love this way Now you’ve come begging me to stay oh.. Honey you
You are so yesterday I wont let you rain on my parade Don’t wanna hear a thing you say So yesterday And now you wanna reminisce Say you wanna try again Started with a little kiss (we cant even repent)
Oh no, no, no Now I never wanna see you, never wanna feel you never wanna hear you Don’t love you, don’t need you, cant stand you No moreYou
You are so yesterday
Never thought you’d loose my love this way Now you’ve come begging me to stay Babe you
You are so yesterday Wont let you rain on my parade Don’t wanna hear a thing you saySo yesterday..
Originally Toni Braxton's Yesterday

Manifiesto's nite

ok fine!!!!!my new line copyrite from azira..hiks.dah lama xupdate blogkn??so

tertiber..ada org puji ckp blog aku best..anda buta ker?or xda perasaan huh kamu?so...terpaksa lah aku update blk..wahuhuhu..okok..back then i mean last few week.ada seorang jantan nih usulkn nma aku tuk jd ahli SPR..ok fine!!!!aku pun jadi lah.tup2 kna urus kertas undi segala.tertiber migu nih aku bersemangat bwak blk camera ker kampus..bapak ku tercinta belikn camera baru...canon EOS 1000D.so kna lah jd camera man mlm tuh.agak bangang r..pic aku xda byk mna pun.sengal!!
with sis fatin n shamel..kui3.apa2pun thanks to farhan for da baju.thanks god.kalu baju ko xda.xtahu la aku nk cari mna.dah la otak nih bkn btoi lg...


farhan hot!!!vote for him..my rumate,my tutor,my everythin.tlg lah wesh..bukak mata bulat2.tgklah kehebatan farhan nanti..hiks...

with SPR members...

sume best!!!suke2....keja byk pun xkesah...penah urus kertas undi segala.hiks...

janji aku dah bole lupakn sume.pengalaman tuh aku xmau igt dah.aku dah buang jauh2.aku mati ker hidup ker..tuhan dah tentukan.such a big crush..still im survive.ada hikmah knp semua tuh terjadi.so,aku kna hargainya..aku xmau dah igt apa2.

ermm.....back to my farhan.gud luck kat malacca eh.gonna miss u for a week.huk3.same goes to kiwiee......jgn nenakal dowh!aku sepak ko kowt!